and I’m super nervous! Obviously I’m excited as well and I know it’ll all be 100% fine. There is just some obligatory nervousness involved. Everyone in my town talks a lot of shit about it. How it’s stupid and conservative and boring but overall I loved my time there and it’s crazy to think about leaving.
But UW Madison is an amazing school and I know I’m going to love it.
Confidence is key in any endeavor and I’m confident I’m gonna love college.
I love you guys. This isn’t one of those generic “<3 my followers” thing that people reblog. You guys really are awesome. I love blogging and would do it even if I had absolutely no followers, but having people actually read and respond to what I post is really awesome and makes me really happy. You guys kick ass <3
It was supposed to be the story of my first kiss but I figured I’d go with a story that’s cuter (I was planning on telling it anyway so in reality I’m segwaying the story into this because I’m lazy but WHATEVER)
Ok so I’d met the guy involved a long time ago in passing. We added each other on facebook and had been talking on there for a while. We’d always wanted to hang out but never set anything into motion UNTIL we found out he was moving to Kentucky. We hurriedly picked a day and I drove up to the city to hang out with him. It was the dead middle of winter so it was super cold. I got to the starbucks by his house where we were gonna meet and went in. I was super nervous because he was adorable and at the time I thought I was meh at best, but he smiled and we got drinks and chatted. He was even more attractive than I remember him being. I was so nervous. After we finished them we ventured out into the cold to go back to his house.
It was horrible out. The wind was blowing frigid air into our faces and the ground was frozen over. Even we were talking through allies we’d have to jump from ice patch to ice patch to avoid puddles of slushy water. We eventually grabbed each others hand in order to provide stability. It was still fun though, we talked and joked. We’d help each other over big patches of ice and run together when we were tired of moving at such a slow pace. The walk seemed to go on for ages and we were both freezing. We finally got to his house and he informed me he wanted to go in ahead to make sure nobody was home. We first stopped off in his garage where I would wait while he made sure the coast was clear.
Getting to his place was frantic due to the fast pace we were moving at, the unstable terrain we had to cross and the cold windy air but once we got inside his garage everything was still and quiet. We both took a little break in order to catch our breath and enjoy not being plummeted by what felt like the icy fist of God. It was still cold so we huddled against each other while we waited. I kept stealing glances at him, blown away by how attractive he was. It felt good to be close to him, not in a sexual way at all, it was just relaxing and comforting. His nose and cheeks were red from the cold and it was really cute. We pulled apart a bit as he still had to go inside and make sure the cost was clear. Before he left we exchanged a glance and we both smiled awkwardly. Then we moved back in and kissed. We broke off and he smiled at me and left. I don’t do this justice at all. Looking back on that day still makes me really happy. It was awesome and he was a great guy.
This is us at the end of the day (I’m on the left)
2) I’ve been told a few times I look like beau bokan which made me the happiest person alive. One person who didn’t even like me was like “oh yeah that guy who looks like he’s in blessthefall” (They’re my fav band, beau is the singer of it) This was when I had long hair
6) I’d buy a ton of clothes and a lot of music gear =)
11) Someone I hate for a month. I can’t deal with not having technology. Being on an uninhabited island would be miserable. No shower, no good food, no music, no anything. Plus I wouldn’t want everyone thinking I was dead for 10 years because it’d suck for my family and friends and I don’t want to lose ten years of my life to some damn island. I got stuff to do xD
Between The Lines / The Ghost Inside But when the spotlight comes, where have the words gone? The fall from grace is paved with your lies. Stand strong behind your beliefs, if you can even manage to stand at all. What happened to the blood pumping through your veins? You’ve scattered the ashes of an iron faith. The sun fades below the horizon, and you say goodbye to what used to be. They try to hang pictures of perfection on every wall and every corner, but the negatives fail to transfer to the final print. Defy the leader. Step away from the line. No one will ever get the best of me. What do you stand for? Tell me now, what do you stand for? So sing your song with the highest choir; preach from the top of the world. Share your voice. Admiration of the highest degree. I’m washing my hands of this and leaving it all behind. I’ll wash my hands. And leave it behind.
Put anything in it, anon or not, about me or you, anything. Ask me things, tell me a story, go on a rant, start a conversation, tell me some scandalous secrets, anything c: I wanna hear from you guys, I don’t care who you are or if we’ve ever spoken before, and if we haven’t then you should introduce yourself ^_^